I have also journeyed in thought
and lost my way trying to figure out
the direction in which I was going….
I have been a third person in my own mind
have fallen in love, disagreed, fought and even
complained about that enigmatic self who is
not ready to confine itself in me…..
I know that sometime I am not myself
but just an image or maybe just a word
in which I repeatedly lose my known self….
I know that I exist,
but I am not ready to restrain my adrift self
to prove that point….
not today, not anytime in the future
I wish to be free to be lost